| Craptacular |
[Mar. 13th, 2008|12:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | CCBC Essex | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Evanescence- Tourniquet | ] |
Soooo I've been feeling crappy lately. A lot crappy. I stayed home from school on Tuesday. I should have made myself go to class, no matter how bad I felt. I missed a bunch of stuff in my Micro lab so my results for my unknown #1 (I'm trying to identify an unknown bacteria by using a range of tests) will probably be inconclusive. But I think if I explain everything properly I wont do too badly. >< Unlike my lecture test I just took which I'm pretty sure I failed. Maybe during Spring Break I will go up to Towson with Jessica and Jessie and study a bit. I'll ask Yui when she has off, I want her to spend the night for a while.
So I am worried about my Micro grade but if I step it up a bit, hopefully I can at least pull off a C. It's not that I don't understand it or can't get it, I'm not putting enough effort into it. So it's my fault.
I also need to make sure I take my medicine every day at the same time. Maybe I will set an alarm on my phone to remind me.
There is soo much I need to do but don't have the energy for it. I have to do better than this, I know I can.
I miss set my alarm and overslept by 45 minutes. I haven't eaten anything today which probably adds to my overall feeling of crappyness. At least I'm going to a class that I really enjoy. Robertson really is one of the best teachers I have ever had. I want to take a class with him every semester. He is such a great teacher and really inspiring. Thinking about it makes me feel a little better.
Unfortunately my mp3 player died. Grrr..... Oh well time to go to class and get out of this freakin' cold hallway. |
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| A Near Death Experience |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|08:26 pm] |
I almost had a heart attack. My flash key broke.
Thankfully just the part you plug in seperated from the actual key and my sister was able to fix it..
I would have lost EVERYTHING. My artwork, my stories... and the paper I have due tommorrow. |
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| Bleh |
[Sep. 11th, 2007|10:26 am] |
I felt sick over the last few days. I guess it's going around, my teacher feels sick so she hurried the lecture and finished an hour early so she could have a break. Now there is about five of us sitting around in the room. I could work on my work, maybe I will after this entry.
My chest is congested, it makes it hard to brethe especially when I sit or lay a certain way. I keep coughing horribly. I try to surpress it in class because people will stare and think I have TB or something (I've had it happen before). Ontop of that I have an upset stomach. IDK why or whats wrong. Nothing makes it better. And to top it off, I keep getting cramps ><
I have to work tonight but thats ok, I can relax and do my math homework. Yea.
Tommorrow I need to talk to the people in my office and Dundalk, hopefully they will have me back. I also need to talk to Caroline about getting a room for the anime club on Thursday.
I don't what to do on Thursday. I need to make a list of things to talk about and then pick an anime. Whoo hoo. |
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| What Do You Have To Say? - Music: My First Favorite Band |
[Sep. 11th, 2007|10:21 am] |
It's been a while but it's either one of two bands: Hanson or TLC. I loved TLC back when I was in elementry school, I'd sing there songs and annoy my sister, mostly because I frequently got the lyrics wrong. >> I also was a HUGE hanson fan up into high school. I still like a few of their songs. I had all their albums on tapes and I swore I was going to marry Zack, the drummer. I think I still have those tapes around somewhere... |
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| My ninja loves! |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|11:36 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
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| My Kitty Cat |
[Apr. 13th, 2007|07:40 pm] |
Now last post I told you about my poor kitty cat and just incase anyone wants to see a picture of the little special bundle of joy, here she is.
Isn't she all cute and special on my computer desk? 
Now, I also took a picture of my poor kitty cats wound. It's about 4 days old, 2 days since we (*ehem* me) found it and took her to the vet. It's been shaved and cleaned and she's getting meds. It looks a bit better. I am putting this pic under a cut incase anyone does not one to see the hole in my cat >.>
Oh BTW I am sick. Bleh. |
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| This is a long one folks |
[Apr. 13th, 2007|01:49 am] |
Well the last couple days have been hectic. And I am not even going to get into how my dad has been pissing me off lately. Maybe another entry.
I'll start with how it was suppose to go, then go to how it went.
DID YOU READ ALL THAT? LOL |
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[Nov. 18th, 2006|04:00 am] |
I joined the poetry club, im excited becaue I like poetry, it's very enjoyable. Plus it's run by my friend Lucas. But I don't know a whole lot about poetry, I use to write poems a lot, but I've only written two in recent times. I'm thinking about asking one my friends whose good at poetry to look at them before I present them but it kinda makes me nervous. I love my friends and I know they would always mean well. Im just afraid of being cliche or writing jsut bad poetry. I just take what I think I make it into a poem. Usually it's about some significant emotion in my life.
I'm just going to post the most recent poem I wrote. It signifies a really big turning point in my life, people who know me very well know exactly what this poem is talking about. I just edited it. I think I made it better. If anyone has anything to say about it, go ahead. I'd appreciate it actually.
Lost No More I always seemed a little lost, Not knowing my way but pretending I did. Just walking, needing something, I didn’t know what it was. You were my friend, My best friend. I was happy, but lost. It was ok. I thought I found my way, But it just hurt me, so I left it behind. I was lost more then ever, Not knowing my way, but pretending I did. You told me it would be ok, You were my friend. I still looked down, Lost and confused. But then I looked up, You smiled at me. I wasn’t lost any more, I found my way. I didn’t need like I did before. I didn’t hurt like I did before. I wasn’t lost like I was before. It was you that I needed after all.
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[Oct. 13th, 2006|09:17 am] |
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| Took a while... |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|03:44 am] |
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I'm finally getting tired enough that it's slowed me down. I'm starting to feel a little hingry, a bit nausious and icky. My body is heavy and my eye sleep. I'll sleep soundly.
I hope I don't regret staying up like this, I haven't donew it in a while. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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Someone really close to me is going through some tough family stuff. Theres nothing I can do. Feeling a little helpless. She is feeling a lot helpless. Kinda feeling sad and depressed now.
I'm to sad to say anything else now.. Man really really down. |
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| Webcomic awesomeness |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|12:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  productive | ] |
It took a long time, a lot of work, and one but weekend of stress.
Me and my friend Yui finally have our webcomic up, as of Midnight. I am super psyced. Everyone should read it. And love it.
Children of Fate!
http://children.smackjeeves.com/ |
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| The verdict is in. |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|08:00 am] |
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Ok. There are three bad things about watching Bill (my managers) kids.
1) I get nervous when I have to stop them from fighting.
2) I don't akways know what to fed them.
3)Getting up early in the morning.
Yea. The third is the worst, at least at the moment.
Otakon is in like a week and a half. Yea. I still have no costume. Maybe I can make the poncho myself... yea, I doubt it. I'm too special.
My head hurts a ton, probably because I'm still tired. If Bill kids are still asleep, I can lay on the loveseat for a little while. |
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| 2nd Job... Sorta |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|04:01 pm] |
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| |  dizzy | ] |
I'm going to babysit my bosses kids two or three days a week. He's got two boy's Zack and Clay. Oh boy....
Also, I bought the SIMS 2 so unless you work with me, you may never see me again. <<
And I have a massive migraine. Bleh. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|03:01 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Still home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | Still Depressed, no shit | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Perfect Enemy... | ] |
Does anyone who reads this crap know l33t? I was hoping for a translation of some thing if anybody can/cares.
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| My Birthday. |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|08:32 pm] |
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Today is my Birthday on 06-06-06. Hmmm pretty odd.
^_^ |
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| Music |
[May. 24th, 2006|10:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | That Stuff up there | ] |
1. Turn on your favourite media player and turn your shuffle feature on.
2. Hit "play" and keep track of the next 10 songs that come up. (If you have iTunes, you can make a smart playlist that will automatically list your most recently played selections.)
3. Post your 10 shuffled songs, along with these instructions. You are not allowed to lie, omit tracks or otherwise try to make your musical taste seem hipper than it actually is.
4. Tag five people on your friends list to do the same.
1)Deer Dance- System of A Down
2)Kairi 11 -Kingdom Hearts
3)Letterbomb- Green Day
4)Legend (The Gods Name is Abraxis)- Revolutionary Girl Utena
5)100 Words- FFX-2
6)Dueces Are WIld- Aerosmith
7)Strange Wispers- Revolutionary Girl Utena
8)Suggestions- System of A Down
9)Welcome Home- Cooheed and Cambira
10)Dep Jungle- Kingdom hearts
I feel like an uber dork here...
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| A Song On My Mind |
[May. 12th, 2006|10:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Dazed | ] |
Because I really do love you. I'd give up a lot for you, even if you don't think it.
I bet if you read this you'd think it was something totally different. |
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[May. 11th, 2006|09:15 am] |
I would like to say that people on Gaia art Arena can KISS MY BUTT!
I am so sick of people telling me how much I suck and that I didn't put a lot of effort into my artwork.
When I put my art up for public view, I expect criticism, and I excpect people to say things I'm not going to like. HOWEVER
1) Complete rude comments are absolutely unneccessay. Telling me I put no effort into my art, my art makes you barf, or I draw like a 3 year old is completely unwarented.
I removed one picture from gaia because it continually got very rude comments.
Then, there is one picture that isn't great in comparision to a lot of other art, especially digital art and proffessional level art. But guess what, I'm not a digital artist and I'm not a proffessional. I am an amatuer who draws like they have since they were a child because it's fun. I do not appreciate people telling me I didn't put effort into a picture, expecially if it is one I spent hours on. That pisses me off. It might not be great in compasion, but it hurts to have on of the best pieces i've done so far, completely debased.
2) This isn't a proffessional art arena, people here are amateurs, give a freaking break people.
3) Not every body has photoshop or digital art programs. It's not fair to hold people responsible for not doing things in art that can only be done in a digital art program.
4) READ THE DESCRIPTION! It is there for a reason, ok?
It might seem stupid but earlier today I started to cry because of something someone said on the art arena. I can handle decent and constructive criticism, even some thats a little harsh. But being blatently mean and debasing my efforts just really hurts.
I try not to let things like that bother me, but I can't help it. Is it stupid to get so upset over this? I don't know...
So to all you rude art critics out there, I give you the one finger salute. |
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[May. 4th, 2006|11:26 am] |
Hey I've had my LJ for more then two years now, yea!
Not that anyone cares. Do I even care...? |
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